These were very hard days for me, problems over problems, but know I'm here again, trying to change and trying to don't lose the last things that I have.

I have made a very big promise to me for all of you and, sincerely, I really hope to keep it and to realize it...I know that it will not so easy, I know me so well - ahahahah

I'm really stubborn sometimes, and some of my friends could approve this! 

Well I have started a new day, fixing my new profile picture for my Facebook page. I have found a cute photo of him in this position and I have tried to change it for a bit.

I'm always scared to offend him with all these drawings...I hope that it will never happen! 

Chiara

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Sincerely this drawing hasn't a idea....I was a bit anxious and thoughtful, so I have tried to put down on the paper something to distract myself from the real problems...
I can only say that I'm a bit depressed, but now I'm ok...

I was thinking about to some people and about myself...

some people come in to your life only to make what they want from you and then they live you alone...is a big frustration because you wonder how and why it happened and you think you are in to the wrong side... but in the end we are all destined to change our character and also the first people with whom you had a relationship "balance", as you thought, it is a fact!!

The thing that annoyed me so much is when you have your "minute of celebrity" and than you will seen them, they are not slow to make themselves heard and be seen, and after this poof, for a long time they forget you in their thoughts and in their heart...

I can't stand that everytime I must "throw the stone to their window"...

In my heart I feel to give to them a change, hoping for a change...but I see that nothing has changed...a hope lost in the dark.

the stupid thing is that I notice, I moan and do nothing to change it...

However...Onwards...

Chiara

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Thank you so much people of the Earth for your amazing birthday wishes,

they have made my day and I was so surprised that I have received a lot of them, I was all the day at the pc to sort all the messages, photos, videos and some of them were very special to me!! 

I will never forget all these, bless you all!!

Chiara

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Some of the gifts that I have recieved today:

and this is my birthday cake a "semifreddo" coffee cake, that my parents have bought for me for my birthday

This is what I'm seeing now in our garden, unfortunately I haven't a good camera, so I have changed a bit with photoshop, ahahah! 
Spectacular, sometimes I would like that my eyes are able to capture the real beauty of this moon!

Chiara

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12 hours on A4 paper, made with pastels and pencil (stabilo watercolors)

It was a challenge for me, just to see where I can do my things and, if is necessary, to fix the mistakes. I was inspirated in a photo, and watching some photos of the blue moon (http://spacefellowship.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/12/BlueFullMoon.jpg) and the Moon Nebula (unfortunately I haven't found the link).

Hope you like it! 

p.s.: I consider it as my personal birthday gift, ahahah! 

Chiara

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These are some steps about this drawing:

and this is a moment of pure foolishness

ahahahah!!!

Recentely I have heard that he is ill, I really hope that he will get well soon! I hope also that he had a good time at the 3D-CON in California! 

All the best to you my dear friend! 

Chiara

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Ah yes, today I have spent a beautiful time near a lake, not so far from my home. A day near the lake for me it means a lot, is also a way to remove some thoughts from my head and to have a contact with the Nature.

 I'm still disbelief how beautiful she is and how we damage it...so sad..

Chiara

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Some photos of the lake

and a stereo that I have made

A very huge ceremony, I was so stunned for all the effects that they have used tonight! I have felt the hearth of the England, his history, music, generation and also modernism inside in it!!

Ahahah it was so funny to see the Queen with James Bond; Rowan Atkinson and his usually way to enjoy the people with laughs; the music, one of the symbol of England, The Clash, David Bowie, Bee Gees and also Queen with Bohemian Rhapsody that has totally rocked the place! 

I swear there was a moment of commotion to see all of these.

I believe that having this place in my heart is one of the most beautiful passions that I could choose in all my life! 

Thank England for this stunning show!! 

Chiara

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I'm not so good to draw Roger and this sketch demonstrates it-ahahah-
however, happy Birthday Roger! 

Chiara
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Yes, a special friend has sent to me an OWL from the 

London Stereoscopic Company

(http://londonstereo.com/index.html)

I'm so happy for this, so now I can see my stereos and find the mistakes,

one day I will buy also the stereo cards, but for the moment I need to 

exercise my sight- eheheh!

Chiara

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 I was inspired by the Dumbbell Nebulae (link->http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Weighing_in_on_the_Dumbbell_Nebula.jpg) and I have put it in Brian May's shape;

I have copied it from a pic of 

Hammerismth 2012.

Hope that you will like it!

Chiara

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Pencils - stabilo water color- on A4 paper

these are the steps of this drawing:

From: http://www.brianmay.com/brian/brianssb/brianssb.html

Thank you so much Brian for this kind thought!! I had not expected that you like it so much, really! Wish to you all the best!

Chiara

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Background stabilo watercolor - Person faber castell water color

A4 paper sizes

This is another drawing inspirated by the the Galaxies and Brian May, I know that he is an astrophysicist, so sometimes I have immaginated him in these kind of dimensions when he plays his guitar.

This looks like the drawing Dangerland, but this one has a big gamma of colors.

Hope you like this guys! 

Chiara

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these are the steps about this drawing:

Well, 65 years and you rock as a young boy! 
Some people has describe you as a rockstar, some people as a normal person and I really prefer this last description!

I'm so glad to have such a beautiful inspiration like you, I have understood a lot of things, so thank you so much for everything dear Doc!

Thank you to be here!

All the best and enjoy this day! 

Chiara

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Yes,

a special event will come at the 1 September at GUILDFORD CATHEDRAL 11 am to 4.30 pm!

Don't miss it,

our dear Brian and the lovely Kerry will have a concert that day! 
For more informations, take a look at this site! 

http://www.wildliferocks.me/

Chiara

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Stop this terrible action and vote no for the badger cull, follow the example of Walles, please. Remeber this:

WE CAN MAKE A STAND! 

this is the link

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/earth/earthnews/9354449/Thousands-of-badgers-face-being-killed-illegally-in-TB-cull.html